Wednesday, October 1, 2025

There isn't any

It is lovely when there is no next thing.
You are simply doing this
and there is no next thing.
You are not thinking
as soon as I get this finished
I can get started on the next
because there isn't any.
There is simply this.
You are doing it now.
And it is lovely.

--Pat Ingoldsby

Wednesday, September 24, 2025

From a Country Overlooked

There are no creatures you cannot love.
A frog calling at God
From the moon-filled ditch
As you stand on the country road in the June night.
The sound is enough to make the stars weep
With happiness.
In the morning the landscape green
Is lifted off the ground by the scent of grass.
The day is carried across its hours
Without any effort by the shining insects
That are living their secret lives.
The space between the prairie horizons
Makes us ache with its beauty.
Cottonwood leaves click in an ancient tongue
To the farthest cold dark in the universe.
The cottonwood also talks to you
Of breeze and speckled sunlight.
You are at home in these
great empty places
along with red-wing blackbirds and sloughs.
You are comfortable in this spot
so full of grace and being
that it sparkles like jewels
spilled on water.

--Tom Hennen

The Way it Is

One morning you might wake up
to realize that the knot in your stomach
had loosened itself and slipped away,
and that the pit of unfulfilled longing in your heart
had gradually, and without your really noticing,
been filled in—patched like a pothole, not quite
the same as it was, but good enough.
And in that moment it might occur to you
that your life, though not the way
you planned it, and maybe not even entirely
the way you wanted it, is nonetheless—
persistently, abundantly, miraculously—
exactly the way it is.

--Lynn Ungar

A Scrap in Time

Something about the relentless beauty
of the dahlias this year makes me forget
lists and calls and news and aches as
I stand beside them in a splendor stupor,
watching them bloom in real time, not
wanting to miss a moment of the long stems
rising, the red color deepening then fading
from the petals as they age. I imagine a time lapse
begins, and the world’s winter white, then greening
again, and now a hundred years pass,
now five hundred, a thousand, and the garden
bed is gone and the fence is gone and
the trees and the ditch and the home
are gone, and there’s no way to know
this was once a place where dahlias grew.
Is it any wonder, then, I call to you, ask you
to come stand here with me to watch
the dahlias open themselves to the sun,
each petal a hymn to the present,
a history soon to be forgotten, a shimmer in time
we might put in a vase and marvel as
all around it the whole world spins.

--Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

Dreams Before Waking

Despair falls:
the shadow of a building
they are raising in the direct path
of your slender ray of sunlight
Slowly the steel girders grow
the skeletal framework rises
yet the western light still filters
through it all
still glances off the plastic sheeting
they wrap around it
for dead of winter
At the end of winter something changes
a faint subtraction
from consolations you expected
an innocent brilliance that does not come
though the flower shops set out
once again on the pavement
their pots of tight-budded sprays
the bunches of jonquils stiff with cold
and at such a price
though someone must buy them
you study those hues as if with hunger
Despair falls
like the day you come home
from work, a summer evening
transparent with rose-blue light
and see they are filling in
the framework
the girders are rising
beyond your window
that seriously you live
in a different place
though you have never moved
and will not move, not yet
but will give away
your potted plants to a friend 
on the other side of town
along with the cut crystal flashing
in the window-frame
will forget the evenings
of watching the street, the sky
the planes in the feathered afterglow:
will learn to feel grateful simply for this foothold
where still you can manage
to go on paying rent
where still you can believe
it’s the old neighborhood:
even the woman who sleeps at night
in the barred doorway — wasn’t she always there?
and the man glancing, darting
for food in the supermarket trash –
when did his hunger come to this?
what made the difference?
what will make it for you?
What will make it for you?
You don’t want to know the stages
and those who go through them don’t want to tell
You have four locks on the door
your savings, your respectable past
your strangely querulous body, suffering
sicknesses of the city no one can name
You have your pride, your bitterness
your memories of sunset
you think you can make it straight through
if you don’t speak of despair.
What would it mean to live
in a city whose people were changing
each other’s despair into hope? –
You yourself must change it. –
what would it feel like to know
your country was changing? –
You yourself must change it. –
Though your life felt arduous
new and unmapped and strange
what would it means to stand on the first
page of the end of despair?

 - Adrienne Rich

For You Who Are About to Give Up

Do it. Give up
the old ghosts, the old fears; give up
the shadowy house of childhood,
the voices like knives spilled in the kitchen;
give up the stories
you never meant to be, your father's
rage, your mother's silence inside you.
Stay, stay
in this one world
but give it up, give it up to wonder.

I am here. I will hold you
through the hard part. I will thumb away
the cold thorns from your face.

And then,
my love, when you are ready,
when you've told yourself
no one is ever ready,
give up
that life you never meant to be,
those clothes that have worn you
like old ghosts, those dreams
you have carried in you like winters.
Give up
and walk out through the rivers
and look at it, that old moon
in the spruces. She is trying, she is still trying
to tell you: like a child,
like a bride stepping
from a wedding dress, give up
every heft you have borrowed
and live the life you have imagined.
In your life is where the dead are saved.

--Joseph Fasano

“A man who can’t cry is a social time bomb... In my village, emotion is ritualized because it is seen as a sacred thing. If addressed within a sacred space, the emotions of grief can provide powerful relief and healing. Any time the feeling of loss arises there is an energy that demands ritual in order to allow reconciliation and the return of peace.”
— Malidoma Patrice Somé, The Healing Wisdom of Africa

September

And now the first winds
purr what they've been learning
like a children's choir
flipping through their hymnals.

This test again, this wintering,
this bite.

Summer, Summer's roads are over-

And all these leaves,
this foliage on your shoulders-
like all the ghosts of childhood's
wild silence
laying on their hands
as though to guide you.
It is time to fall into your life.

-Joseph Fasano

Optimism

More and more I have come to admire resilience.
Not the simple resistance of a pillow, whose foam
returns over and over to the same shape, but the sinuous
tenacity of a tree: finding the light newly blocked on one side,
it turns in another. A blind intelligence, true.
But out of such persistence arose turtles, rivers,
mitochondria, figs-all this resinous, unretractable earth.

--Jane Hirshfield

The Difficult Countryside

I talk more to trees and mice than I let on. Flies, too.
And cars. Actually, I’m a regular chatterbox
to what doesn’t respond. So I understand prayer.
The way a street’s a street, but catch it right, and with
good framing, the street achieves art. So I get out my bike 
and take off down it, with headphones and a little cloud
of dust. I need to get myself to Marfa and see the lights.
Not really, but saying that gives me a starting point.
I’m having a debate with my third eye. It goes like this:
if I have a deeply unsettling dream about someone,
does it change my perception of them? Should it?
Maybe it should change my perception of me.
Maybe I’m catching some subtle clue my sleep
is trying to warn me about. I ask the trees and mice about it,
the flies and cows. Aren’t we all injured by our art?
All the grandmothers, as one, are banging apple pies
against their kitchen windows, wanting out of our flashbacks.
I wave. I know everyone in this town. I’m filled with purpose,
because playing music makes everything a movie.
I appeared from nowhere, to tell you this. I will be gone 
just as fast, turning the corner of University Drive
and Sixteenth Street, spelled out just like that. S I X
T E E N T H. I’ve never been this happy before 
and I don’t know what to do with myself. The wind’s even
at my back. The sun is mostly down, 8 pm. Summer’s
listening, but only to an ‘80s playlist, so we’re safe.
Why isn’t everyone doing this? America! What?
I don’t know. But it feels great out here. The trees say hi.

--John Gallaher

Monday, September 15, 2025

Can I weave a nest of silence

The phoebe sits on her nest
Hour after hour,
Day after day,
Waiting for life to burst out
From under her warmth.
Can I weave a nest of silence,
weave it of listening,
listening, listening,
Layer upon layer?
But one must first become small,
Nothing but a presence,
Attentive as a nesting bird,
Proffering no slightest wish
Toward anything
that might happen or be given,
Only the warm, faithful waiting,
contained in one’s smallness.
Beyond the question,
the silence.
Before the answer,
the silence.

--May Sarton

Sunday, September 7, 2025

The Unbroken

There is a brokenness
out of which comes the unbroken,
a shatteredness
out of which blooms the unshatterable.
There is a sorrow
beyond all grief which leads to joy
and a fragility
out of whose depths emerges strength.

There is a hollow space
too vast for words
through which we pass with each loss,
out of whose darkness
we are sanctioned into being.

There is a cry deeper than all sound
whose serrated edges cut the heart
as we break open to the place inside
which is unbreakable and whole,
while learning to sing.

--Rashani Rea

Saturday, August 30, 2025

Daisies

It is possible, I suppose that sometime
we will learn everything
there is to learn: what the world is, for example,
and what it means. I think this as I am crossing
from one field to another, in summer, and the
mockingbird is mocking me, as one who either
knows enough already or knows enough to be
perfectly content not knowing. Song being born
of quest he knows this: he must turn silent
were he suddenly assaulted with answers. Instead
oh hear his wild, caustic, tender warbling ceaselessly
unanswered. At my feet the white-petalled daisies display
the small suns of their center piece, their - if you don't
mind my saying so - their hearts. Of course
I could be wrong, perhaps their hearts are pale and
narrow and hidden in the roots. What do I know?
But this: it is heaven itself to take what is given,
to see what is plain; what the sun lights up willingly;
for example - I think this
as I reach down, not to pick but merely to touch -
the suitability of the field for the daisies, and the
daisies for the field.

--Mary Oliver

Could It Happen Anywhere?

Listen to the rhythm of things that never die.
                  —Mark Nepo, “For a Long Time”

Worried about what was to come, I went to the river
and listened to the constant song as water met stone,
met log, met wall. The endless white hush of it.
Song of building up banks. Song of tearing them down.
Song of surrender to invisible force. Song of change
that is ever the same and not the same. And in the listening,
I found refuge—not in the longing to hide, not in the sound—
I found refuge in the listening. Refuge in the opening
of the senses. In attuning to what is here. Wave and current
and eddy and flow and the attentiveness that lives
through this woman. And I listened and listened, listened
to it all, and was opened by listening. At some point
the listener disappeared. What was left was
listening itself. For a time, peace found me there.

--Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

Camas Lilies

Consider the lilies of the field,
the blue banks of camas opening
into acres of sky along the road.
Would the longing to lie down
and be washed by that beauty
abate if you knew their usefulness,
how the native women boiled
the bulbs for food?
And you — what of your rushed and
useful life? Imagine setting it all down —
papers, plans, appointments, everything,
leaving only a note:
"Gone to the fields to be lovely.
Be back when I’m through
with blooming."

--Lynn Ungar


Medicinal

I start accepting food from the neighbors:
Handful of tomatoes before they rot.
Annual s’more at the bonfire. I savor
odd things—quick knock at the door, apricot
pit in the window. Small shrines appear.
There are flats of strawberries. Homemade
broth to help a harmed esophagus heal.
We all mend, somewhere, in the exchange.
Little gifts evolve into meals, board games
after lunch. One day my son is with grand-
mother neighbors, pulling weeds in the yard.
I’m at their side before I understand.
We kneel together, chewing on mint leaves,
like it’s no miracle, like it’s ordinary.

--Megan Nichols

Keep Reaching

The trick is to keep reaching
for the light you will never touch,
and to be nourished by the stretch
toward impossible things.
The trick is to bloom where you are,
not calling it a failure because
you wanted a different outcome.
Live each day devoted to awe, 
so that when a monarch lands 
on the tip of a coneflower, seeming 
to swell with that sudden infusion 
of sweetness, you don’t miss it. 
So that, while you watch, a pair 
of hard-won wings seems to open 
and close and open again in you.

—James Crews

Beyond Patience

If I knew another word for patience,
would it open me to the act?
Perhaps something that invokes the patience
in the zinnias after first central flower has died
and before the next buds are formed.
Something that speaks to the patience of winter
while the field is greening more deeply every day.
To be patient is to believe there is a moment
beyond now that will be better than now. 
So perhaps instead of patience, the word
I’m longing for is presence. The capacity
to be only here. Only now. Here in the garden
where the zinnia row is thick with leaves.
Here in the meadow where it’s warm and
the tall grass tickles my bare thighs. Now
in the week before my sweet girl arrives.
Ah, there it is, back to the anticipation.
Try again. Presence, as in now, in this moment
when swallows swoop and skate and swirl.
Now, when my breath opens in my chest,
opens like a zinnia, many petalled and red.

--Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

Heron rises from the dark, summer pond

So heavy
is the long-necked, long-bodied heron,
always it is a surprise
when her smoke-colored wings
open
and she turns
from the thick water,
from the black sticks
of the summer pond,
and slowly
rises into the air
and is gone.
Then, not for the first or the last time,
I take the deep breath
of happiness, and I think
how unlikely it is
that death is a hole in the ground,
how improbable
that ascension is not possible,
though everything seems so inert, so 
nailed
back into itself —
the muskrat and his lumpy lodge,
the turtle,
the fallen gate.
And especially it is wonderful
that the summers are long
and the ponds so dark and so many,
and therefore it isn’t a miracle
but the common thing,
this decision,
this trailing of the long legs in the water,
this opening up of the heavy body
into a new life: see how the sudden
gray-blue sheets of her wings
strive toward the wind; see how the clasp of nothing
takes her in.

—Mary Oliver


One never meets just Cancer, or War, or Unhappiness (or Happiness). One only meets each hour or moment that comes. All manner of ups and downs. Many bad spots in our best times, many good ones in our worst. One never gets the total impact of what we call ‘the thing itself’. But we call it wrongly. The thing itself is simply all these ups and downs: the rest is a name or an idea.

— A Grief Observed by C.S. Lewis

The Layers

I have walked through many lives,
some of them my own,
and I am not who I was,
though some principle of being
abides, from which I struggle
not to stray.
When I look behind,
as I am compelled to look
before I can gather strength
to proceed on my journey,
I see the milestones dwindling
toward the horizon
and the slow fires trailing
from the abandoned camp-sites,
over which scavenger angels
wheel on heavy wings.
Oh, I have made myself a tribe
out of my true affections,
and my tribe is scattered!
How shall the heart be reconciled
to its feast of losses?
In a rising wind
the manic dust of my friends,
those who fell along the way,
bitterly stings my face.
Yet I turn, I turn,
exulting somewhat,
with my will intact to go
wherever I need to go,
and every stone on the road
precious to me.
In my darkest night,
when the moon was covered
and I roamed through wreckage,
a nimbus-clouded voice
directed me:
“Live in the layers,
not on the litter.”
Though I lack the art
to decipher it,
no doubt the next chapter
in my book of transformations
is already written.
I am not done with my changes


--Stanley Kunitz

Monday, July 28, 2025

She Let Go

She let go.
She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go.
She let go of the fear.
She let go of the judgments.
She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head.
She let go of the committee of indecision within her.
She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons.
Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.
She didn’t ask anyone for advice.
She didn’t read a book on how to let go.
She didn’t search the scriptures.
She just let go.
She let go of all of the memories that held her back.
She let go of all of the anxiety that kept her from moving forward.
She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.
She didn’t promise to let go.
She didn’t journal about it.
She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer.
She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper.
She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope.
She just let go.
She didn’t analyze whether she should let go.
She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter.
She didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment.
She didn’t call the prayer line.
She didn’t utter one word.
She just let go.
No one was around when it happened.
There was no applause or congratulations.
No one thanked her or praised her.
No one noticed a thing.
Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go.
There was no effort.
There was no struggle.
It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad.
It was what it was, and it is just that.
In the space of letting go, she let it all be.
A small smile came over her face.
A light breeze blew through her.
And the sun and the moon shone forevermore…

--Safire Rose

Monday, July 21, 2025

Dogfish

...
You don't want to hear the story
of my life, and anyway
I don't want to tell it, I want to listen
to the enormous waterfalls of the sun.
And anyway it's the same old story - - -
a few people just trying,
one way or another,
to survive.
Mostly, I want to be kind.
And nobody, of course, is kind,
or mean,
for a simple reason.
And nobody gets out of it, having to
swim through the fires to stay in
this world.
*
And look! look! look! I think those little fish
better wake up and dash themselves away
from the hopeless future that is
bulging toward them.
*
And probably,
if they don't waste time
looking for an easier world,
they can do it.

--Mary Oliver

The Myth of Sisyphus

We tend to think of Sisyphus as a tragic hero, condemned by the gods
to shoulder his rock sweatily up the mountain, and again up the mountain, forever.
The truth is that Sisyphus is in love with the rock. He cherishes every roughness
and every ounce of it. He talks to it, sings to it. It has become the mysterious Other.
He even dreams of it as he sleepwalks upward. Life is unimaginable without it,
looming always above him like a huge gray moon.
He doesn’t realize that at any moment he is permitted to step aside, let the rock
hurtle to the bottom, and go home.
Tragedy is the inertial force of the mind.

--Stephen Mitchell 

Symphony

In the womb, we learn to listen
long before we can even breathe.
Maybe this is our body’s way
of saying, listening is a form of
breathing, and hearing is more 
essential than air. Maybe we spend 
our lives trying to get back to a time 
when the voices around us sounded 
like a distant music, strange song 
of the everyday that plays even now 
when I pause at the street corner 
before crossing, and just listen—
to snippets of phone conversations, 
someone’s radio, a mother calling 
to her child to keep him near—this 
endless symphony of the world.

—James Crews