Saturday, February 3, 2024

The more I love my life, the more I understand the meaning of it

On Titan, Saturn’s largest moon, 
raindrops are much bigger 
than they are on earth, and fall 
so slowly you could look up, 
spot one coming, and move
out of the way. 
Imagine seeing that for the first time– 
rain inching down from the sky, 
how wide your eyes would be 
as you followed each dreaming drop 
to the ground, how you’d be 
absolutely hypnotized. 
That’s how I feel looking at this world 
of ours now, knowing our time here
is never promised—I heal 
the disease of being accustomed 
to beauty. I see the miracle 
of the Aspen tree with its golden leaves 
like a thousand yellow lights 
begging me to slow down. 
I laugh each time someone calls me 
an “an old soul.” I am not an old soul. 
Please life, let the astonishment
on my face make it clear that this
is my first time here, marveling
at the steam rising from a cup 
of lavender tea, the patch of sun 
that traveled 90 million miles 
to warm the hardwood floor 
where my oldest puppy dreams, 
my window thrown open 
to my neighbor’s violin, 
every goosebump on my skin, 
a coin in god’s tip jar.

--Andrea Gibson

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