Sunday, January 29, 2023

Every day priests minutely examine the Dharma
and endlessly chant complicated sutras.
Before doing that, though,
they should learn how to read the love letters
sent by the wind and the rain,
the snow and the moon.

---

A meal of fresh octopus:
lots of arms, just like Kannon the Goddess
Sacrificed for me, garnished with citron--I revere it so!
The taste of the sea, just divine!
Sorry, Buddha,
this is another precept
I just cannot keep.

---

My real dwelling
has no pillars
and no roof either
so rain cannot soak it
and wind cannot blow it down.

---

Even if I were a god or a buddha you'd be on my mind.
I sit beneath the lamp, a skinny monk chanting love songs.
The fierce autumn wind nearly bowls me over
and my heart is choked with thick clouds.

---

Day and night I cannot keep you out of my thoughts.
In the darkness, on an empty bed, the longing deepens.
I dream of us joining hands, exchanging words of love.
But then the dawn bell
shatters my reverie
and rends my heart.

from "Wild Ways: Zen poems of Ikkyu"

Monday, January 23, 2023

May we raise children who love the unloved things

May we raise children
who love the unloved
things--the dandelion, the
worms and spiderlings.
Children who sense
the rose needs the thorn

& run into rainswept days
the same way they
turn towards sun...

And when they’re grown &
someone has to speak for those
who have no voice

may they draw upon that
wilder bond, those days of
tending tender things

and be the ones.

--Nicolette Sowder




Look Around In Wonder

Look around, look around,
Look around in wonder,
Trace the thunderous cloud above
That feeds the river under.
Look above and look below
And look at last within,
You'll see a river running there
And when you do, jump in.
See the seedling sprouting up,
See the tree that bends,
Keep on seeing through the years
How nothing ever ends.
Watch the hawk and watch the cat
And watch the prey they stalk,
Watch the infant reaching out
That slowly learns to walk.
Watch the curling fern unfurl
And watch it curl again,
See the sunlight through the mist
That hangs above the fen.
Watch the moon peek through the leaves,
And see the stars take shape,
Watch the earth go round and round
A sun it can't escape.
Watch your hands and watch your feet
And watch your changing face,
See it in a river's glass
That's never in one place.
Watch the mountains slowly rise
And sink down toward the sea,
Watch your chest both rise and fall
In perfect harmony.
Look around, look around,
Look around in wonder,
Trace the thunderous cloud above
That feeds the river under.
Look above and look below
And look at last within,
You'll see a river running there
And when you do, jump in.

--David Griswold

Miracle Fatigue

When the blossoms of the winter camellia
glowing white as bone China cups
through the late-February afternoon gloom
don’t give rise
to even a glimmer of delight
I figure I’m just tired
of getting my spirit teased
by every trivial outburst of beauty.
But later when I notice
drops of dew
suspended from the fence wire,
each bead reflecting another whole world
like a necklace of disembodied gods’ eyes
and I don’t shudder or gasp,
I realize I’m suffering
revelation overload.
Yeah, I know: any moment’s
run-of-the-mill exquisiteness
will never come again,
but I just can’t seem to absorb
any more amazement. I’m sick of epiphanies,
weary of wonders.
Dear world, grant me
a few more weeks of restorative boredom.
Your glories will not be diminished
by the absence of my attention.
Come spring, with luck,
I’ll be porous again.

--Charles Goodrich

Wednesday, January 18, 2023

One Heart

Look at the birds. Even flying
is born

out of nothing. The first sky
is inside you, open

at either end of day.
The work of wings
was always freedom, fastening
one heart to every falling thing.

--Li-Young Lee, from Book of My Nights

Lessons from Darkness

“I'm afraid of the darkness, and the hole in it;
and I see it sometime of every day!”
-Martin Luther, in Luther

Everything you love will perish. Try saying this to yourself
at breakfast, watching the amber-colored tea
swirl in the teapot. Try it on the tree, the clouds, the dog
asleep under the table, the sparrow taking a bath
in the neighbor's gutter. A magician’s act: Presto!
On a morning you feel open enough to embrace it
imagine it gone. Then pack the child’s lunch: smooth the thick
peanut butter, the jeweled raspberry preserves,
over the bread. Tell yourself the world
must go on forever. This is why
you feed her, imagining the day—orderly—
unfolding, imagining what you teach her
is true. Is something she will use. This is why, later, you will go out
into the garden, among the calendula, rosemary, hibiscus,
run your finger along the trunk of hawthorn
as though it were the body
of a lover, thinking of the child
on the steps of the schoolyard, eating her sandwich. Thinking nothing,
transparent air, where her hands are.

--Anita Barrows

Saturday, January 7, 2023

I know, you never intended to be in this world.
But you’re in it all the same.
So why not get started immediately.
I mean, belonging to it.
There is so much to admire, to weep over.
And to write music or poems about.
Bless the feet that take you to and fro.
Bless the eyes and the listening ears.
Bless the tongue, the marvel of taste.
Bless touching.
You could live a hundred years, it’s happened.
Or not.
I am speaking from the fortunate platform
of many years,
none of which, I think, I ever wasted.
Do you need a prod?
Do you need a little darkness to get you going?
Let me be as urgent as a knife, then,
and remind you of Keats,
so single of purpose and thinking, for a while,
he had a lifetime. 

~Mary Oliver

 Learn how to exhale; the inhale will take care of itself. -Carla Melucci Ardito

The Wave

(For John O’Donohue)
You arrived as a ripple of change emanating 
from an original, unstoppable,
memory: a then made now,
entirely yourself; found now in the world, 
now as creator of that world.
You were a signature written in sand 
taken by the ocean and scattered
to another wave form, your disappearance 
only made more beautiful
by the everyday arrival of a tide
where my voice can still join yours, 
hungering for the fall of water,
so that walking the reflected sand,
I set myself to learn by your going, 
knowing across death’s wide ocean,
the ultimate parallel to friendship.

From PILGRIM : Poems by David Whyte\

The world is full of magic things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper.

--WB Yeats

Stitching it Together

Today I gather the morning light
as it angles gold across the lawn.
I gather the scent of fennel fronds
in the garden and the surprising sweetness
of the one-bite strawberries
and the softness of the shawl
I thought was lost, but today I found.
I gather the weight of my daughter
as she leans into me on the couch
and the smooth burn of rye whiskey
and the purr of the cat as she naps
deeper into my lap, and I stitch
them together with the thread
of my attention.
Long ago, I learned what I focus on
creates me. Not that I ignore the bindweed,
the news, the drought, the young raccoon
dead beside the road. I do not turn away
from the stories that make me weep.
I am willing to be ferocious—
to stand up for what I know is true.
But I study what is beautiful,
what is generous. I offer it my devotion.
Even in this moment writing this poem,
I stitch in the pauses and the stumblings—
these, too, are beautiful because they are true.
I stitch in the pure potential that steeps
in uncertainty. I stitch in silence. I stitch in hope.

--Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

Apricity

The miracle is not to walk on water. The miracle is to walk on the green Earth in the present moment, to appreciate the peace and beauty that are available now.
          —Thich Nhat Hanh

Today the miracle is to sit
in the sunlit room and be
in the sunlit room,
to be here and only here,
here in the bountiful silence,
here in the shifting shadows,
here in the hands of midwinter,
not in this same room five years ago,
but now as the tulips
drop the soft curls of their petals
like lingering pink praise.
So seldom in these grief ridden days
do I feel a feeling so pure
as this peace that arrives
on the low-angled light
when I am quiet and still
and the world invites me
to show up for whatever
slim warmth there is,
and know it is enough.

--Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

when the world
goes mad
become wildly kind
to everyone
everyone
everyone
everyone 
my love,
~ you can’t control
much
but you control how
you treat others
in these breaking news
heartbreaking times 
when nothing feels
certain
let your raw kindness
be a certainty
allow your compassion
to become a North Star
stamped up in
the sky for
others to follow
back home

~ john roedel

I finally understood why I meditate

Nothing happened today
as I sat for five minutes in the dark,
but all day I could feel the everywhere of it,

even as the car was sliding sideways down the hill,
even as my daughter wept, even as my singing group
laughed until we cried, I could feel it still there,

the silence that holds up all sound, the stillness
that cradles all motion, the peace that supports
every disaster, the blue sky behind the clouds.

~ Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

Small Kindnesses

I’ve been thinking about the way, when you walk
down a crowded aisle, people pull in their legs
to let you by. Or how strangers still say “bless you”
when someone sneezes, a leftover
from the Bubonic plague. “Don’t die,” we are saying.
And sometimes, when you spill lemons
from your grocery bag, someone else will help you
pick them up. Mostly, we don’t want to harm each other.
We want to be handed our cup of coffee hot,
and to say thank you to the person handing it. To smile
at them and for them to smile back. For the waitress
to call us honey when she sets down the bowl of clam chowder,
and for the driver in the red pick-up truck to let us pass.
We have so little of each other, now. So far
from tribe and fire. Only these brief moments of exchange.
What if they are the true dwelling of the holy, these
fleeting temples we make together when we say, “Here,
have my seat,” “Go ahead—you first,” “I like your hat.”

--Danusha Lameris http://www.danushalameris.com/poems.html

Darkness

You, darkness, of whom I am born —
I love you more than the flame
that limits the world
to the circle it illumines
and excludes all the rest.
But the darkness embraces everything:
shapes and shadows, creatures and me,
people, nations — just as they are.
It lets me imagine
a great presence stirring beside me.
I believe in the night.

~ Rainer Maria Rilke, from The Book of Hours
translated by Joanna Macy and Anita Burrows

ORIGINAL:
Du Dunkelheit, aus der ich stamme,
ich liebe dich mehr als die Flamme,
welche die Welt begrenzt,
indem sie glänzt
für irgendeinen Kreis,
aus dem heraus kein Wesen von ihr weiß.
Aber die Dunkelheit hält alles an sich:
Gestalten und Flammen, Tiere und mich,
wie sie's errafft,
Menschen und Mächte -
Und es kann sein: eine große Kraft
rührt sich in meiner Nachbarschaft.
Ich glaube an Nächte.

Some years ago, I was stuck on a crosstown bus in New York City during rush hour. Traffic was barely moving. The bus was filled with cold, tired people who were deeply irritated with one another, with the world itself. Two men barked at each other about a shove that might or might not have been intentional. A pregnant woman got on, and nobody offered her a seat. Rage was in the air; no mercy would be found here.

But as the bus approached Seventh Avenue, the driver got on the intercom. 'Folks,' he said, I know you have had a rough day and you are frustrated. I can’t do anything about the weather or traffic, but here is what I can do. As each one of you gets off the bus, I will reach out my hand to you. As you walk by, drop your troubles into the palm of my hand, okay? Don’t take your problems home to your families tonight, just leave them with me. My route goes right by the Hudson River, and when I drive by there later, I will open the window and throw your troubles in the water."

It was as if a spell had lifted. Everyone burst out laughing. Faces gleamed with surprised delight. People who had been pretending for the past hour not to notice each other’s existence were suddenly grinning at each other like, is this guy serious?

Oh, he was serious.

At the next stop, just as promised, the driver reached out his hand, palm up, and waited. One by one, all the exiting commuters placed their hand just above his and mimed the gesture of dropping something into his palm. Some people laughed as they did this, some teared up but everyone did it. The driver repeated the same lovely ritual at the next stop, too. And the next. All the way to the river.

We live in a hard world, my friends. Sometimes it is extra difficult to be a human being. Sometimes you have a bad day. Sometimes you have a bad day that lasts for several years. You struggle and fail. You lose jobs, money, friends, faith, and love. You witness horrible events unfolding in the news, and you become fearful and withdrawn. There are times when everything seems cloaked in darkness. You long for the light but don’t know where to find it.

But what if you are the light? What if you are the very agent of illumination that a dark situation begs for?. That’s what this bus driver taught me, that anyone can be the light, at any moment. This guy wasn’t some big power player. He wasn’t a spiritual leader. He wasn’t some media-savvy influencer. He was a bus driver, one of society’s most invisible workers. But he possessed real power, and he used it beautifully for our benefit.

When life feels especially grim, or when I feel particularly powerless in the face of the world’s troubles, I think of this man and ask myself, What can I do, right now, to be the light? Of course, I can’t personally end all wars, or solve global warming, or transform vexing people into entirely different creatures. I definitely can’t control traffic. But I do have some influence on everyone I brush up against, even if we never speak or learn each other’s name.

"No matter who you are, or where you are, or how mundane or tough your situation may seem, I believe you can illuminate your world. In fact, I believe this is the only way the world will ever be illuminated, one bright act of grace at a time, all the way to the river."

~ Elizabeth Gilbert


When I choose to see the good side of things, I'm not being naive. It is strategic and necessary. It's how I've learned to survive through everything. I know you see yourself as a fighter. Well, I see myself as one too. This is how I fight. The only thing I know is that we have to be kind. Please, be kind. Especially when we don't know what's going on. 

--Waymond Wang in Everything Everywhere All at Once


Start close in

Start close in,
don’t take 
the second step
or the third,
start with the first
thing
close in,
the step
you don’t want to take.
Start with
the ground
you know,
the pale ground
beneath your feet,
your own
way to begin
the conversation.
Start with your own
question,
give up on other
people’s questions,
don’t let them
smother something
simple.
To hear
another’s voice,
follow
your own voice,
wait until
that voice
becomes an
intimate
private ear
that can
really listen
to another.
Start right now
take a small step
you can call your own,
don’t follow
someone else’s
heroics, be humble
and focused,
start close in,
don’t mistake
that other
for your own.
Start close in,
don’t take
the second step
or the third,
start with the first
thing
close in,
the step
you don’t want to take.

Many Rivers Press © David Whyte

The perfection of generosity challenges us to identify our expectations, projections, and attachments—those things we think we need or don’t need in order to have a “perfect” life—and find a way to release and go beyond them.

Lama Tsomo, “The Depth of Generosity: A Reflection for Giving Tuesday”

Wednesday, January 4, 2023

In Praise of Craziness, of a Certain Kind

On cold evenings
my grandmother,
with ownership of half her mind-
the other half having flown back to Bohemia-
spread newspapers over the porch floor
so, she said, the garden ants could crawl beneath,
as under a blanket, and keep warm,
and what shall I wish for, for myself,
but, being so struck by the lightning of years,
to be like her with what is left, that loving.

--Mary Oliver

Even this late it happens:
the coming of love, the coming of light. 
You wake and the candles are lit as if by themselves, 
stars gather, dreams pour into your pillows, 
sending up warm bouquets of air.
Even this late the bones of the body shine 
and tomorrow’s dust flares into breath.

Mark Strand, “The Coming of Light,” from The Late Hour (Alfred A. Knopf, 2002)

 “...we toss up our questions and they catch in the trees." (Annie Dillard)